Feelings

Sometimes I wonder is it really worth it?

To go through hell even though you don't give a shit.

Everyday thoughts of you come into my mind,

but I know one thing's for certain, love is blind.

At times I just wish I could wish upon a star,

wishing to forget who you are.

It may seem selfish, absurd & even ludicrous,

perhaps my mind is just covered in a cloud of mist.

I don't know, I really don't know,

this feeling is consuming me from head to toe.

We both have feelings, me & you,

but you don't feel the same way as I do for you.

Every waking moment I ask myself why do I like you,

& and the only thing that comes to my mind is an angel for that's what you're equivalent to.

Why? Why do I even say these things? You don't care,

well I say it coz I'm a freaking castle in the air,

day dreaming of an Alaskan brown bear reading vanity fair whiles doing an inspection and repair on an electric chair.

Fascinating as it may be, I want you to see that my love is true.

Even though we will never be, I still hold my true love for you.

Rasta

Just got back from a night out with Lydia, Shida, Kennard and Aslam. We headed to Rasta. We were supposed to go there on wednesday night but apparently Shida gave us the wrong info and all of the sudden the plan now was to go today. Thanks a lot Shida. Haha

First I picked up Aslam. Since it was still early and the rest of the group were yet to be ready, we went to Parade to kill some time. As usual, I lead Aslam to Toys'R'us. You've got to admit it man, It was fun.

Sing with me

Barney

Anyways, after picking up the lot we reached our destination around 11pm-ish. Details shall be spared on what happen there. Lets just say someone lost his virginity to something there and another got super duper high although she will deny it.

Gobble gooble

CELICA!

L.A.S

See,speak & hear no evil.

Hello!

After staying up last night watching a couple of movies, I decided to take a snort nap in the afternoon. Little did I know that my nappy time was to be interrupted by a phone call. Who? Miss Sew Pei Lyn.

PL, Shida and Lydia were hanging out and decided to drop by my place. You people are just too free lah. Anyways one of the reasons why they wanted to drop by was because Lydia wanted to see me (I think). The Aussie girl was on a one week break and had just a mere one week back here in Malaysia.

It was raining so I had to bring an umbrella to rescue them out of the car. They chilled out at my room. 3 girls & 1 guy on a bed. Thank god you didn't get fat in Aus Lydia if not my bed would have broke. Haha.

that's how I look after I've just woken up.

.ah.

She's sad

she's sad again.

WHAT THE?!?!?!

Malay-Chinese-Indian

Peace!

Behold the gayest post ever!

Tagged by Sew Pei Lyn

1. How old are you?
18 years and 6 months.

2. Are you single?
Yes. Heard that ladies, I'm available.

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
anytime before I die. Seriously.

4. Do you think you'll marry the person you are with now?
I'm not even with anyone now. Or am I? Shit!

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
.......

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
Bridesmaid: Lydia, Pei Lyn, Shida, Rach K, Xueli, Cheryl, May Yuan

Bestman: Kwok Sion and Kenny

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
Why isn't eloping in Las Vegas an option? TELL ME!

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
To the moon! because by than I'd be so rich that I'd bought the moon.

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
As many people that can fit into the shuttle. T-minus ****minutes to launch

10. Will that include your exes?
Hmm. Yea sure why not.

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
Don't really care just as long as its cheesecake. Yums.

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
Morning till evening. We'd set the Guinness World Record for the longest wedding celebration. Woohoo.

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding
Florida - Low. *shorty going to get low low low low low low. Winks.

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon, fork and knife?
why not use our bare hands.

15. Champagne or red wine?
Champagne! (glow in the dark ones)

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
Its up to the other. I hate making decisions.

17. Money or household items?
Hello I own the moon. So household items will do.

18. How many kids would you like to have?
I dont know but lets just make babies. Its gonna be fun.

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
Nope. I'll record it in Blu-ray.

20. Color of your wedding dress?
Lime green wedding gown. Simple and elegant charm with a slimming faux wrap waist with beautiful beadwork on bodice and at the hem of the dress. Not forgetting decorating the zipper closure on the back with white buttons to create a beautiful single line closure. (But It'll be darn weird to see the groom using the dress right)

21. Wedding Card?
The normal ones?

22. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
Lydia V., Rach K., May Yuan, Melissa, Lisza, Cheryl,Sion & whoever else that has too much time on their hands.

Drop it like its hot!

Electrical and Electronic Principles test tomorrow. God help me!!!

I just wished I could actually remember everything in this book. All 2750 pages. That way I'll pass every single engineering subject relating to electric and electronic.

Wish me luck!!!

Happy Birthday My Dearest Kidney!

Six years and counting :)

Cause I'm 8839747580270755 friggin miles away, i have to BORROW casey clark's blog to dedicate a post to you. I would have spammed PL's blog instead but i forgot her password. =)

Anyhoooo,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIDA CURLY FRY ZULKIFLI!

THE ONLY PERSON WHO WOULD

LAUGH AT THE WIRELESS GUY WITH ME

GO TO BORMAS AND COME OUT FEELING LIKE AN IDIOT

LAUGH AT ADRIAN COS HE FELL WITH THE APPLE STRUDELS

LAUGH COS I LAUGHED

GO FOR A DRIVING LESSON WITH HER EYES CLOSED

GET HIGH JUST BY LAUGHING

NOT KNOW HOW TO CLOSE HER OWN UMBRELLA

LAUGH TILL SHE WANTED TO PEE

TURN 18 AND STILL ACT LIKE A 13 YEAR OLD

TALK ABOUT OUR FUTURE AND NOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT

SMILE JUST TO MAKE OTHERS SMILE

I LOVE YOU RASHIDATUL ANIYAH BINTI ZULKIFLI!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

Had to put a picture of Casey cos well, it's his blog.

♥ Lydia

Shida Shida Shida. I think this is like my 3rd time wishing you but here goes, Happy 18th Birthday again!!!

-Adrain

Metal Mouth

Cause I'm cool =)

lotsa love,

Metal Mouth

-Lydia