Feelings

Sometimes I wonder is it really worth it?

To go through hell even though you don't give a shit.

Everyday thoughts of you come into my mind,

but I know one thing's for certain, love is blind.

At times I just wish I could wish upon a star,

wishing to forget who you are.

It may seem selfish, absurd & even ludicrous,

perhaps my mind is just covered in a cloud of mist.

I don't know, I really don't know,

this feeling is consuming me from head to toe.

We both have feelings, me & you,

but you don't feel the same way as I do for you.

Every waking moment I ask myself why do I like you,

& and the only thing that comes to my mind is an angel for that's what you're equivalent to.

Why? Why do I even say these things? You don't care,

well I say it coz I'm a freaking castle in the air,

day dreaming of an Alaskan brown bear reading vanity fair whiles doing an inspection and repair on an electric chair.

Fascinating as it may be, I want you to see that my love is true.

Even though we will never be, I still hold my true love for you.